She says that she has no friends and the person she connected most with "in front of me you guys molecularly divide." K says it's like dating someone for five weeks and finding out he's two people.
A admits that Natalie was the one she bonded with the most.
K says "I have no friends." A says you've had two [A & Nat].
K says she will always be freaked out by the twin thing. A says it was not our intention.
K>It's part of the game, but I never had to handle anything like this. I'm not social. I don't have a lot of friends. When Jase was here, I was terrified most of the time. It was not your fault, but the circumstances that got you here [were amazing]. I can't believe you made it past me. Scar-mole. Scar-mole.
A>Truthfully, you all look different day-to-day to us, too. To be so different in our morals and our upbringing. I admire that person who walked out the door more than anybody in the house. Not because I love her. I would have taken her out when the time was right. It wasn't right for me...
K>If it came down to flesh and blood
A>I would back whoever backed me and right now nobody has my back
[K line missed]
A>I don't have to falsify. I have always been true to myself. People try to blame the game. I don't blame the game. You make your own decisions. BB gives you options, [but doesn't make your decisions for you].
K>That's why I want to be honest to you.
A>Honestly, I understand K. I have not gotten commitments from anyone in this house but Natalie. Maybe that's why I admire her so much. There are other "Teams" in this house. and I laughed. I toyed with the idea of sharing my information and making a scene and blowing up. It's not my way. It's not God's way to be angry or complain.
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K>Why didn't you tell me...?
A>That I was a twin? There were so many times we were close to saying things...if I wanted to tell you, then it wouldn't be fair to Natalie and then she wouldn't be able to come in the house. You guys made finals and got in. That is not how we got in. We had to go 5 weeks before we got to go in the house. |