Explaining why she voted WIll out. Said he definitely had it in for her, where as Marvin was a question.
A: I felt like...I felt like i didn't have any support. With you it's different, you did come speak to me. You can either use that to your advantage next week....I don't have anything personal with you. You just gotta make the best decision for you.
Nak: Yeah, i understand it. I haven't made my decision yet.
A: Really!? (laughs)
NAk: I have like three different ways I could do it...you can't be told you did something wrong if you feel in your heart it was the right thing to do.
A: Let me go back to that situation...it's not that I'm tough or whatever. I've had plenty of struggle here. But honestly I swear Nakomis...knowing there are options here...I have no set securities for this week.
**she then hints that she has lots of information to share but she's not going to because she doesn't want to use it as a tool**
A...but I would hate to see...I just don't know who I could depend on in this house and I guess that's what I found out this week.
Nik: that's what makes this game werid cuz things change from one day to the next. I understand the position you're in and it's kind of what you have to deal with when you're HOH
A: That's what I want you to know. I didn't have anything personal againt Will. Maybe I wanted to secure the house. I don't know cuz I didn't expect there to be a tie and that was something right then that I was struggling with. Honestly, that's why I felt I had to speak with you. Last night we both needed some time. But I have nothing personal with you and from a gaming standpoint either you can trust in what I say or not. That's all I can offer you, because next week you're going to be where I'm at and it's nice if you can have some kind of assurance.
Nik: I have a really strong plan in my mind...I didn't come into this game to lie or cheat or steal or anything like that. Ijust really have to think of what I would do on the outside as well as on the inside and if it would be a good decision..and if it's not am I willing to do it for the sake of who I am.
A: I feel you on that.
Nik: I don't know anybody in this house from Adam, so nothing can be personal. I like being here and all, but whenever I'm making my decisions it's hard because I'm not making my decisions for hardcore game reasons or for personal reasons.
A: I didn't know if you knew where I stood with our relationship. I know actions in this house...I wanted you to know just what this is. So however you want to deal with that part of it then that's all I can offer. I wish I could say something about what happened last week. There's nothing I can really say other than I wish I wasn't HOH. When you HOH you get to do everybody else's dirty work and they just get to go around and say what they want to say.
Nik: mm, right on.
A: I'm not trying to bombard you
Nik: That's cool, I'm never going to turn someone away who wants to talk.
A: You know me, I'll always talk. That's the way it is. I think that...I don't know. I don't know if your feelings really changed or not. But I just want to say today I just really...you're not going to see a bad sport out of me.
Nik: That's good.
A: That's not me. I don't know if you're going to get that from other people here.
Nik: I just want everyone to know it's just a game. Nothing personal. |
