Nat/Sharon saying they'll go hang out with Sheila since the guys are outside playing pool. Saying they never include the girls.
Nat and Sharon walking up stairs with hot water.
Nat: I think Ryan and Adam are on board with getting rid of Josh.
Sharon: Yeah, I talked to Ryan earlier.
They walk into HOH room and Sheila's there listening to music.
Sheila wants hair dye. She wants to go to the DR but doesn't know if they're calling anyone in there.
Sheila is listening to #14 and will be done. "Does anyone know what time it is?" No response.
Sharon saying that she was trying to get people to stop something (pranks maybe) but they wouldn't.
Sharon saying no one has done anything all day.
Sharon says they're saying that Sheila is in HOH room avoiding people. Sheila: I would prefer nothing thrown on me tonight.
Sheila: I wasn't hiding from him.
Sharon: that's what I said.
Sheila: I mean, he made my life a little sh--y today.
Sheila's favorite from yellowcard are #8 and #14. They're unbelievable. The CD is amazing. Natalie thinks they're so passionate. Sheila: yeah, they are. They are a really good band. I was talking and yeah, they are famous.
Natalie gives a little info on yellowcard's videos and other albums.
Sheila wonders where the word yellowcard came from.
Now discussing one of their songs.
Sharon: is that water on? Nat checks.
Nat describes what they look like. Sheila said Ryan said he saw them on MTV.
Sheila thinks someone in yellowcard reminds her of Dave Matthews.
Sheila says the violins make it have a different sound. Nat says she bawled when she was listening to it. Nat says she told her ex 1 week before they broke up that he had to get the new album. Her ex introducecd Nat to them. Talking about a yellowcard song about a guy who died while falling off a rock - called Heaven or something like that.
Sheila: they're Chrisitians right? Nat: mmhmmmm.
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Nat tried to give back someone their cat. An ex. He upped and left. Nat was paying $150 a month until something, but then stopped and she still has his cat. Named Precious.
Sheila: who does that? Just up and leaves?
Nat says she got depressed then and lost a lot of weight. Down to 100 pounds. But then she decided she'd get over it eventually.
Nat thinks him watching her is bringing up everything.
Nat wonders how he just dropped her after 4 years. She waited him for 6 months. She was in Vegas at the time. He had gotten a license (pilot?). They were going to get married after he got a job and he went to South Carolina and got his license. Came back after 6 months for a couple weeks. Then he called her up and asked for his dog. She sent him. Then he called her and broke up with her. He had a girlfriend there. Nat then had to go to Hooters the next day. She was crying the next day. Her boss James - Nat can say his name since he signed a release - she went crying and the boss came in and he had never seen her cry. She was balling and he said "you're a hot Hooter girl, you can get any guy you want, c'mon Nat you're beautiful and funny. Don't let it get you down. You deserve better." Nat said the ex was her best friend and they never fought. They were head over heels in love. They had met at the gym after she had been at Vegas for a month. She saw him at the gym - worked there - they made eye contact and love at first site. He told her he loved her after two weeks. They had just stared at each other while she handed him her ID. She walked away and looked back. That night he came to the sauna - he modeled 6'2'', 215, blue eyes with puppy dog eyebrows. See through blue eyes, dimples, chest/abs you wouldn't believe, loves god. He was a model. No accent. Parents divorced. Mom in Vegas, dad in SC. They left the gym at the same time, and they stopped at the same red light and he yelled over and asked her out to a movie. They were inseparable for a long time.
Sheila: not as long as yours (Sharon). Sharon: not as long.
Nat said she had been with some other guy for almost 2 years. Chris. He was the one with stuff on myspace. But Jacob (her other ex) was the best thing in the world.
Sheila: it's probably the long distance that did it.
Nat thinks he met another girl. He said he fell out of love.
Sharon: mmmmmhmmmm, mmmmmhmmmm.
Nat: if I had seen.... I already had felt like I wanted to kill somebody.
Sharon commiserating.
Nat didn't do anything for a year. Meanwhile it was easy for him bc he had somebody. Nat would cry herself to sleep and smoke pot with her friends. She had a collage that she made for him.
Sharon: I wish you had all seen how many things I gave Jacob.
Nat talking that the 2 weeks back in Vegas - he had said that he had made out with a different girl. Nat had been upset. Some Blink 182 song she told him to listen to. he was crying hysterically and Nat didn't understand why. He was holding her. Nat understood why he was balling.
Nat couldn't sleep or eat.
Sharon said her mom tricked her and got her on a scale one time. She was a lot skinnier than she thought she was.
Nat was at about 101. She couldn't watch anything romantic. Couldn't paint a picture. Would see girls and wonder if that was the type of girl he left her for. Nat says she has no closure still. Sheila: would you take him back? Nat: no.
Nat saying she tried to text him but his phone number changed. Sharon brings up the cell phone / no sim card line she got from Jacob.
Sheila: a little bitter?
Ryan walks in. |
