Nat saying tonight will be the only sad night for her. "Matty, where are you"
Adam gets called to DR.
Nat thinks she will be bored now and will go cuckoo. Josh telling Nat now she's on her own.
Nat saying Matt was the only one she could trust.
Josh: you may see him in sequester. You may see him at the very end.
Nat: where did the time go? It feels like we just walked through the door and just met.
Nat saying that she has his vote so it's good he's on the jury. Josh saying Matt had said noone Matt knew would've done that ball hanging competition for him.
Nat saying she told Matt that maybe there's a future for them but if not, they're best friends for life.
Nat cries. Josh hugs her.
Nat's going to be a fighter.
Nat thinks she'll be safe this week. She feels she has another week. Nat will get over it today and bounce back. Nat won't give up but it's just sad. "It's a crazy game." Nat thinks viewers are thinking why is she crying? Don' they hate each other?
Nat thinks she gets along with everyone. She can love everyone. Nat didn't think she'd get close with people and didn't think it would be a boy.
Nat saying last week they had cuddled every night. "Nothing more"
Nat saying Matt pushes people away when he's angry and doesn't want to be consoled.
Nat remembering when Matt gave her a sneak kiss in the beginning of the game.
Ryan walks in.
Josh: it's gonna take a crazier twist.
Nat: Adam of all people?
Nat didn't think about the process of elimination in the game.
Josh saying he just picked the wrong name between the two when he said Jen instead of Parker.
Nat saying her answer was a lucky guess. Nat didn't know when she hit the button and guessed.
Josh saying Julie never asked him a question. Ryan: me neither.
Ryan thinks it's someone else who decides.
Josh: she just reads it off the screen. She just doesn't care about the game.
Nat: you'd think she'd want to watch.
BB: Joshua, stop that.
Ryan: we can't talk about JC?
Nat remembering calling James a hypocrite. Nat saying "no more making deals" when on the ball.
Ryan doesn't know how long Nat would've stayed up there. Nat: my muscles were fine.
Josh is worn down with the show. Nat: it's a roller coaster ride.
Josh wants to see HOH room and then take a shower and decompress.
Ryan: you've never been on the block.
Josh: everyone's going to say to Adam 'Josh has never been on the block' put him up.
Nat will never trust James again.
Nat saying it was wrong. "You don't sit there and make a whole speech and then..."
Josh now complaining about Sheila and how she made deals with both sides. Nat: uh huh, uh huh. Chelsia wouldn't tell me either.
Josh walks away.
Nat/Ryan whispering and walk into spa room.
Ryan: this is going to make you stronger. This will be better for you in the end.
Ryan saying him and Nat have to make sure Adam doesn't get talked to by others without them there. Nat told Adam before put up two of them. If one wins POV, then another goes up.
Ryan saying they'll be pressuring Adam. Nat says he buckles under pressure.
Nat saying Adam told her she has to win HOH next week. Nat knows for a fact none of them will go up.
Nat is going to stay up in HOH room all night.
Ryan said Adam doesn't want to put James up right away. Talking about putting Sharon/Chelsia [I think] and then backdoor him again.
Now they're talking strategy on how best to hit the buttons in competitions. (ed. eye roll)
Nat saying Chelsia picked Nat twice in the HOH competition. "Who is she going after?"
Nat saying she would've voted against Sheila last week if it ended up with Ryan/Sheila.
Nat saying in the future if she wins POV she'll take Ryan off block. Vice versa from Ryan.
Ryan saying the other side was all trying to get him against Nat. Ryan won't hold it against Nat.
They dissipate. |