Erika and Kay seeming depressed together. Kay has that hunched forward posture again, same as last night.... (LONG)
Kay: whenever someone leaves you get that 30 second portal to the outside world, hoping someone you care about is watching. there is nothing else to do but smile and wave and look like you are having a good time.
erika: right.
(Ed: Erika will surely tell Danielle that Kaysar wants to go, won't she?)
Kay: people I care about.
Erika: um hm.
Kay: last time i needed that time for myself. i needed it. i wanted to come here, i had soemthing to prove, i needed it. its different now.
erik: i know. its hard. its different for all of us.
(ED:this is quite a depressing couple)
Kay: just go back to the moment where you were working your butt off to get inside this house.
erika: i kow. what was i working so hard for? my goodbye message to alison was i came into this house to get revenge but now that you are gone.... that's not me. i mean dont get me wrong, i think the girl is crazy, but...
another long depressing silence.
Kay: i know i dont belong here.
Kay: you know what i dreaded the most?
erik: hm
Kay: its what happens to me afterwards. thats what i dread the most. its just not the same. thats what people dont understand. they expect you to be normal and happy adn hang out. and you are on tv.
erika: right.
kay: its not that i dont want to, that i think highly of myself and i want to come out and tell them waht a great time it was. its not the same.
kay: i havent even watched my season yet. im sitting here asking questions about last year's margarita party.
kay: i cant do that. im not that reality show guy.
erika: right.
kay: i dont know how to make it on bb.
erika: me either.
kay: (Big sigh)
kay: i hate to be such a poor sport but sometimes you have to throw in the towel. im not counting the weeks to sequester because i want to get to sequester, im counting because i want to get out of here.
kay: i dont know, im just the type, as far as im concnerned, i just cant be bought. i have more important thngs to do i just cant do it.
Long pause. Erika makes a joke about how bad the party was.
Erika: im really glad i got to hang out with you.
Kay: yes i thought you were really classy, and really cool.
Kay: i dont know i guess people want to see some sort of battle royale. and some of us came in and thought it would make things more interesting. it started off as people having fun. there wasnt an objective.
erik: i know, its what to do , what to do.
erik: yesterday when you asked me where i would position myself, i was like i dont even know where to position myself.
kay says something about his life and solely by money.
erik: exactly.
kay: people start hating each other, and calling the line, for what? why am i making people cry, and breeaking out hives, for money?
erik: i know, i know!
erika excuses herself to get a kleenex.
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