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| PawPrint74 - TRANSCRIPT - Saturday, April Before the POV Comp & April After the POV Comp. Attitude Changes - TRANSCRIPT |
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#2452577 9:38AM 11/09/2005 |
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September 10, 2005, Saturday
11:23 a.m. BBT
Right before Power of Veto Competition:
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MAGGIE: Did you already stretch?
IVETTE: [No response.]
APRIL: Ivette, let's not let this get to us. We can't. We can't.
IVETTE: That's not what gets to me.
APRIL: What's wrong?
IVETTE: [No response.]
[Complete silence for a minute.]
[Fish.]
APRIL: In track my nickname was "Jack Rabbit."
MAGGIE: Are you good? Did you just let it all go?
APRIL: I didn't like it.
MAGGIE: You didn't enjoy it?
APRIL: Didn't enjoy it. I hated the feeling of it. I hated it. Like, whenever you got through running, like, how your whole stomach would just cramp and cramp, and your legs. I hated it. I didn't enjoy anything about it --
MAGGIE: Yeah. I'm going to go stretch.
[Fish again.]
[Dead silence when feeds come back. Maggie is the bathroom, and Ivette is still in the barracks looking very sad or in deep thought. --
APRIL: I want to see what time it is. Oh. 11:30. Ohhh, I think I need to go poop.
[April goes to the bathroom and runs into Maggie.]
APRIL: I think I need to go now. [Whispers quietly] Is she mad?
MAGGIE: [Whispers quietly] I don't know. Why would she be mad?
APRIL: She's like, "That's not it." Well, I wonder what she's talking about. She's probably just p*ssed because Janelle...
MAGGIE: She may be mad at me for even asking her if I should play. That may have p*ssed her off. What can I do?
APRIL: This is all I can: If you and I are left together, I'm going to take you.
MAGGIE: I already know that.
APRIL: If you wouldn't mind letting me -- you know what I'm saying? Because you have no worries. You have a promise with me. With her, maybe it's a different story. If it's you and her, you probably need to fight for it. So we can assume that Janelle is going to leave it the same, but we don't know.
MAGGIE: And I'm not going to know that.
APRIL: Yeah, I'm not going to -- I'm not going to believe in that. I'm going to do what I've gotta do.
[April goes to the bathroom. Maggie goes back to the barracks where Ivette is.]
IVETTE: Is April in the bathroom?
MAGGIE: Yeah. What? Do you have to sh*t?
IVETTE: Um-hmm.
MAGGIE: I just went. It felt great. I'm not sure if that's the second or the third time I've sh*t today. Thanks for doing my laundry.
IVETTE: I didn't do it.
MAGGIE: Well, you folded it. I appreciate it.
IVETTE: You're welcome.
[Janelle is upstairs getting ready in the HOH bathroom. Maggie is trying to have small talk with Ivette to get her out of the bad mood Ivette is in today. April is extremely calm, probably assuming that she's going to be safe this week. This silence and small talk and stretching and preparing for the Power of Veto goes on for another 20 minutes and then fish and then more small talk for another 35 minutes. Then April and Maggie begin talking about Janelle's height advantage, but they are speaking very quietly, and it's difficult to understand exactly what's being said.]
MAGGIE: You can't be around the house, April, for (inaudible) same time. Well, maybe.
APRIL: Possibly. I don't know. [Not positive this is what was said, but I wrote what I heard.] I think there's rings. Something to do with that.
MAGGIE: Yep.
APRIL: Which sucks because of height.
MAGGIE: That can't matter.
APRIL: Can't do anything about it.
MAGGIE: What?
APRIL: Can't do anything about it.
[Fish. Power of Veto Competition Has Begun.]
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September 10, 2005, Saturday
3:27 p.m. BBT
After the Veto Competition
[NOTE: April is upset because, according to her, she doesn't like the way Ivette gloated. April is upstairs in Janelle's HOH room. Janelle just left the HOH room. Ivette goes up to talk to April. She starts by asking her do you want to talk to me. April says, no, I just want to be alone right now. Ivette wants to talk anyway, and you are reading where I came in on that conversation in the HOH room.]
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APRIL: I told you why it hurt my -- I told you why my feelings are hurt. I'm not crying --
IVETTE: You can't say that you wouldn't have been excited.
APRIL: -- because I'm going home. Huh?
IVETTE: You can't say you wouldn't have been excited.
APRIL: Okay, Ivette. I want you to look at something. Okay? When I was HOH, when I won, did I run across the yard and scream and things like that? Absolutely not. I sat there and I was very reserved.
IVETTE: I screamed and jumped for you. That's my personality. I'm loud like that.
APRIL: I understand that. I understand that, but you have to understand I look at it as we were all very, very close. I was so happy that you won it. I don't even -- it's not about --
IVETTE: I would have been happy if you guys would have won --
APRIL: -- happiness. It's not --
IVETTE: -- as well. Do you understand that?
APRIL: Listen. When I won Power of Veto, I knew -- I don't even care for James very much, and I knew I was sending him home. And when I won it, I didn't jump up. You know what I'm saying? Like, I knew --
[NOTE: There's a lot of interrupting and talking over each other going on, but I decided for easy reading and a better understanding of the record, it would be best to not make the conversation so choppy, so I will try not to put a lot of dashes in the transcript; however, it is a habit, and many times dashes are an important factor in allowing the reader to understand exactly how the conversation is taking place, so you may see it appear many times still in the transcript, but I will try to keep them out when they're not absolutely necessary.]
IVETTE: It wasn't -- it wasn't your ass on the line.
APRIL: It hurt my feelings. It just hurt my feelings.
IVETTE: Okay. But it wasn't -- you don't know the feeling of your ass being on the line.
APRIL: I don't think that should make a difference. You have to think of other people's feelings, as well. That's what I'm trying to say.
IVETTE: And I just -- and I'm apologizing to you. And I'm apologizing to you. April, I'm not going to sit here and tell you what motivated me out there --
APRIL: I knew that I would be --
IVETTE: -- because I would be f*cking over people --
APRIL: You shouldn't have to.
IVETTE: -- because I would be f*cking over people to tell them. Do you understand that? But there is a reason why I went out there, and I knew that if I didn't get it, I was done in this game.
APRIL: Okay, if that's how you felt.
IVETTE: Yet whenever I thought about getting that last Veto, I never once had even thought yet about you or Maggie, because I'll never forget the night that -- you and I used to sleep across from each other, and one night you said, "Ivette, I love you." And I said, "April, I love you, too."
APRIL: I love you so much.
IVETTE: And I said -- and I said to you -- you looked at me and you said, "Pretty soon we're going to have to start making kind of promises, and we can let each other know that no matter what we would always stick together."
APRIL: Yes.
IVETTE: And so I had not -- I didn't know yet. Whenever -- whenever -- and she's [Janelle] probably going to tell you "no." But whenever she's kind of looked at me with a hint to talk to her, I've never gone to talk to her because -- alone, because I've always thought of your guys' feelings.
APRIL: That it would hurt us.
IVETTE: Always.
APRIL: Okay.
IVETTE: Always.
APRIL: I just -- she -- I came -- I've been up here by myself. She came up to make sure I was all right. I just needed to be by myself. I wasn't -- I wasn't coming to talk --
IVETTE: If you want to be angry with me because I was excited --
APRIL: I didn't come up here to talk to her. She wasn't up here.
IVETTE: If you want to be angry with me because I was excited, I'm sorry.
APRIL: No. It hurt that -- Ivette, I want you to fully understand. You winning that, I'm very happy for you. I don't ever want you to think that I'm not happy for you. I don't want you to think that. I am very, very happy for you. Promise you that. I was just in shock, you know, when you said, "Let me in the DR," you know, "I'm in the final three."
IVETTE: I didn't say "Let me in the DR."
APRIL: Yes, you did. You said, "Let me in the DR. Let me go to the DR." Yes, you --
IVETTE: [Shaking head.]
APRIL: Yes, you did. I was there. I'm like -- and then you were like, "I'm in the final three. Yes, I did it," you know? And it -- all -- do you -- I am so happy for you. I -- you don't understand. It's not about not being happy. It just -- I -- I don't know. I feel like -- I mean, I think about other -- I wanted to think about other people's feelings --
IVETTE: Okay. Maggie is going to get really upset --
APRIL: -- if I would have won.
IVETTE: Okay. Maggie is going to get super upset. She's probably not going to want to talk to me for the rest of this game.
APRIL: Okay.
IVETTE: She's probably not going to want to talk to me for the rest of this game. And you can go ahead and tell her if you want. That's fine. And Maggie can hate me and Maggie might not pick me to the final two and Maggie might not do a bunch of things. Okay?
APRIL: Okay.
IVETTE: When you tell Maggie, "I don't want you fighting for the Veto; I want Ivette and I to fight for it fair and square," just think about how that made me feel.
[Ivette walks out of the HOH room. April laughs in a shocked manner. She begins talking to herself.]
APRIL: It doesn't matter. I don't know why she's mad.
[April stays in the HOH room by herself for about five minutes and decides to go downstairs to look for Maggie. April passes Janelle in the kitchen where she's eating nachos.]
APRIL: Are those nachos.
JANELLE: Yeah. I love nachos.
APRIL: You burnt them a little bit?
JANELLE: [Laughs.] Yeah.
[April finds Maggie in the gym working out.]
APRIL: Sh*t just went down. Did she tell you what she told me?
MAGGIE: She told me that she took it to heart that I offered not to play, that --
APRIL: But she just came up to me -- I was trying to explain --
MAGGIE: -- that I shouldn't have even offered. And I said, "That's how you're interpreting it." I said, "I thought I was just taking myself out of the" --
APRIL: Hang on.
[April walks out to the kitchen.]
APRIL: Hey, Janelle. I'm going to shut the door. Don't think -- I don't -- I'm not trying to be rude.
JANELLE: Huh?
APRIL: I'm going to shut this door. I didn't want you to think that I was trying to be rude when I shut the --
JANELLE: No.
APRIL: Okay.
[April goes back in the gym to discuss the matter with Maggie.]
APRIL: This is what I was -- she, number one, doesn't understand why I was upset. But she said -- she was like, "I know that Maggie is going to be f*cking p*ssed off at me, and she's never going to probably f*cking talk to me again, but she f*cking told me that you did not want" -- pretty much, you and I talking -- remember how you and I talked?
MAGGIE: I told you I went to straight to her with the offer, and she said, "No. Play."
APRIL: Yeah, I think -- she said that -- how she made it sound is that I came up with it. You know how you and I were talking, and you asked me, you were like, "April, do you believe in fairness?"
MAGGIE: Right.
APRIL: And I said, "Yes." And I was like, "Maggie, you know that I would bring you" -- what she doesn't understand is that also you told me that most likely she would bring you. That's what I don't think she understands, is that I was on the same playing field as her. She's thinking that Janelle --
MALE INTERCOM VOICE: Ivette, please go the Diary Room.
MAGGIE: She feels like everyone is against her. She doesn't get that that offer was to --
APRIL: Yeah. She felt like we were all gang -- and that's what I was trying to explain to her. Do you understand Janelle just came up there. She goes -- and I was like -- she's like -- the first thing she said is "April, I'm just really how shock how she handled it when she won that, because one of y'all's going home." I was like, "That's why I'm crying. Not a big deal." And she goes, "April, she has the Power of Veto symbol over her mother's picture in the bedroom, and she's laying there looking at it." I would never do that in a million years [begins crying] to you or to her. That is so rude, I think. Because she knows that one of us is going home. I would have never -- she tried telling me upstairs, she goes, "You can't tell me you wouldn't have jumped up for job." And I was like, "Okay. Let's look back at when I won HOH. Did I run around the yard screaming, saying that 'I won HOH'? No. Let's take when I won Power of Veto, and I didn't even like James, and I knew I was sending James home, did I start screaming 'I won HOH'?" I was like, "No." I was like, "I have always reserved myself when I win anything, because I know that someone -- it's going to not benefit someone, whether I like that person or whether I don't like them. It's not going to benefit someone."
MAGGIE: Yeah. That's why I tell you, no matter what, you have thought about everyone's feelings more than I have.
APRIL: But she's trying to tell me that I was wrong, and, you know, that, you know, she knew that Janelle was going to fight for me, and she knew -- pretty much she was --
MAGGIE: Where's my water bottle.
APRIL: I don't think you brought it in here. This is all she said, at the very -- [April pointing her finger and right in Maggie's face to indicate how Ivette talked to her, which I didn't see the conversation exactly how April remembers it.] Before she gave up, she was like, "I just want to tell you something, and I'm sure Maggie is never going to talk to me f*cking again, and that is fine. I'm sure Maggie won't take me to the final two, but when you told Maggie not to f*cking play and just to let you and I fight it out, that p*ssed me off." And she walked out.
MAGGIE: That's her interpretation.
APRIL: What am I -- I looked, and I was like, "What exactly did that just mean?" That just means that that would have been fair. Because, to my knowledge, she was taking you. Now, she swears up and down up there in the room, she was like, "I didn't -- I haven't even -- I hadn't even decided I was going to take."
MAGGIE: She never promised me. I told you that. She never did.
APRIL: But you told me that she said she was going to take you; she just didn't promise.
MAGGIE: I thought that, yeah. That's what I thought.
APRIL: So that's why I did what I did. That's why I said --
MAGGIE: I could be wrong.
APRIL: I mean, she swore up in the HOH room that she was -- she had not made her decision. She goes, "April, I remember the night that you and I were laying across each other on the beds and you said you loved me, and you said, 'Look,' you know, 'there'" -- I don't even remember what I said. But she was like, "I remember that, and I was not going to for sure do anything." And I'm like -- that's what I thought. What am I supposed to think? I mean, I don't want to blame it on you but...
MAGGIE: You can.
APRIL: I'm not going to blame it on anybody.
MAGGIE: I feel like I have taken a lot of beatings in this house.
APRIL: What did she say to you when she came in here? Did she come back in here after she came from the HOH room?
MAGGIE: Yeah.
APRIL: What did she say.
MAGGIE: She said, "You're going to hate me." And I said, "No, I won't. What?" And she said, "I just -- I want you to know that it stabbed me in the heart when you came to me and said that you and April had talked" and that maybe I [Maggie] shouldn't play so that you and April -- or that her [Ivette] and April can go head to head. She says that stabbed her in the heart. She said, "And that made me feel like I had done something." That's why I think she said I was going to hate her.
APRIL: Because she told me -- apparently, I don't know if you asked her not to tell me, but she said, "I'm sure Maggie is going to be mad at me for telling you this," blah, blah, blah, blah.
MAGGIE: I didn't tell that. I said, "Whatever I tell" -- I said the same thing to you two weeks ago, so I don't share information that she comes to me with; I don't share information that you come to me with. I don't -- I think she thought that I was going to hate her because of what she just said.
APRIL: No, because she was up there going, "I'm sure when you talk to Maggie and you tell her this, and you can go f*cking tell her, then" --
MAGGIE: She came straight down and told me that it was like getting stabbed in the heart.
APRIL: That's what she told me when she walked out of the room. She goes, "You don't even understand how that felt." Walked out of the room. I'm like...
MAGGIE: That's what she said to me too.
APRIL: I'm like, "What the hell are you talking about? I thought you were bringing Maggie. What else am I supposed to think?"
[April and Maggie walk out of the gym.]
MAGGIE: What I don't like is hearing that the word "friends" was brought up. I don't know who brought it up, but saying "I thought we were friends." Did that come up?
APRIL: What do you mean? Go outside.
MAGGIE: I need a water bottle.
[April and Maggie continue their discussion outside while Ivette is in the Diary Room.]
APRIL: What?
MAGGIE: She just came and said something about "I thought we were friends." And I said, "We are friends."
APRIL: Oh, oh. I was going to say, I've never said "I thought we were friends." I said --
MAGGIE: Then that was between me and her then.
APRIL: I say -- I --
MAGGIE: So I apparently hurt her just as bad.
APRIL: If I said anything, I would have said, "What hurt me" --
MAGGIE: I thought that we talked about that, hurt her.
APRIL: She doesn't understand that I thought she was bringing you. Do you see what I mean?
MAGGIE: Right.
APRIL: She needs to understand that, that I thought she was bringing you. And it's not your fault. If that's what you interpreted, that's what you interpreted. If you felt -- if you honestly felt like most likely she was going to bring you, then she gave you probably a reason to feel that way. She never gave me a reason to feel that she would bring me, ever.
MAGGIE: No. I mean, she never came out and told me.
APRIL: Like, I can't even talk to her because she yells at me. Like, I can't even have a conversation with her.
MAGGIE: I need to do sit-ups. I'm going to put my towel right there.
[Maggie continues the conversation while still working out.]
APRIL: When did she say -- oh, never mind.
MAGGIE: What we need to remember is that we are all good friends. And right now we are doing things that hurt each other's feelings. My feelings are hurt, but I'm not the one who is going home, so I'm not allowed to have hurt feelings in this situation. You know what I mean. That's the impression that I'm getting. All three of our feelings are hurt today, all three of us, and we need to get passed this and remember what brought us all together. She even said it, you two were friends before I even came along.
APRIL: Um-hmm.
MAGGIE: She said she needed Eric to be my friend. How do you think that feels?
APRIL: No, I know.
MAGGIE: So, I mean, we just need to remember what we have. Above all, we have a friendship that they never had. I never had a friendship with any of them. My friendship existed between six people in this house, and even though my feelings are getting hurt, I know the bottom line is that you guys are my friends.
APRIL: Yeah.
MAGGIE: Friends hurt each others' feelings. Not on purpose and sometimes out of pain. But we're still all going to be friends. I can call you on a rainy day. You know what I mean?
APRIL: But the deal is, is I -- I was trying to explain to her. I am happy she won it. For me to say that I wouldn't be happy for her would be a sh*tty thing to say. I knew going -- hello? At this point, I'm very fortunate to be where I'm at. At this point, you've got to win to stay in. I am very happy she won it. I just think that it was very rude of someone gloating about winning it when your friends are sitting right there, and one of your friends is going home.
MAGGIE: Yeah.
APRIL: I would have never handled it that way.
MAGGIE: I know that. I know that. I would have been very sad to win that Veto.
APRIL: I would have, as well. That's the deal.
MAGGIE: It would have secured me, but it still -- it would mean that one of you two was going home.
APRIL: I -- I -- I just -- I would have never in -- and then, you know, she was like, "Let me in the DR. Let me go to the DR." She swore up and down she didn't say that. I'm like, "Yes, you did."
MAGGIE: Are you serious?
APRIL: Yeah. She was like, "I didn't say that."
MAGGIE: I didn't hear that.
APRIL: No, she did, after she said "I'm in the final three."
MAGGIE: See, I didn't hear that either.
APRIL: What did she say in Spanish?
MAGGIE: "What's meant for" -- "What's meant to be no one takes away from you."
APRIL: Do you see what I'm -- I mean, that is gloating to me, and you know that one of your friends is going home for that. It's like, "I thought we were friends." [April said earlier she has never said the words "I thought we were friends." She has now.] I just really don't know. That makes me second-guess friendship. I'm sorry. That would make me second-guess friendship.
MAGGIE: But you also know your own maturity level. Remember when arguments occurred -- you got to look at the bigger picture. You can't -- you can only control your own actions. You know how you would have acted if you won the Veto; I know how I would have acted if I won the Veto. Doesn't mean that other people will do the same.
APRIL: I wish the eviction was Tuesday. Please, BB, change it to Tuesday if it's not. Please.
[Long pause. End of Part 1 of Saturday's Transcription. Many more good conversations from Saturday to come. April appears to get madder and madder at Ivette as the day goes on and even becomes a Janelle advocate by the end of the day. Yesterday had to be the best update day for me. I can't wait to share with you all of the good stuff that happened. So if you enjoy these transcripts, check back for more later.] |
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