adria and natlie in hoh room talking about the nominations...
natlie said that she threw her off with the nominations...
adria said that lenny would have told her that the answer would have come to her(of who to nominate)
a...i was not nervous about my decision until know a...i did not think that will would be as upset as he is, i don't understand why. n..because he is a male n..i don't think there is a wrong decision you cld have made for us i wil say this to you, be true to your heart, a..this is a wierd group of people n...i am not going to second guess my decisions of who i hang with or anything
they talk so fast so i can't keep up w/who is talking...
they are talking about who to pick for veto comp and adria said that she is going to pull the team in to explain her decision..nat suggested that she sleeps on it for thirty minutes and she will wake her up.. now they are leaving hoh
earlier i heard adria say she is not sure if she made the right decision by putting will up,
they are saying that everyone is in the hot tub and they are having a hottub party and they did not invite them..... she said that this is the reason why she did not invite them to discuss who she was going to nominat now they are mad that no one came and got them for the hot tub.. now adria said she is going to go ahead and call a team meeting... nat said i believe in you.. as adria goes back to the hoh room, Nokomis comes in and adria asked her if she can talk to her, Nokomis said her legs are wet, adria said when you are done, can you come into the hoh room...Nokomis said ok..
Nokomis enters..
now nokmis is talking all sweet, but outside she was being just as mean as everyone else.. Nokomis asked why will adria...because he is the safest one in the house and that he knows that he will not be gone.. adria ... i thought if marvin won pov then will would still be safe.. i know that there are people talking in the house...i'm not one to call others out, Nokomis, if you heard something i said, please call me out.. a...i could not put you up, even though i know you would probably be safe, but if you were voted out, i would feel bad.. Nokomis..i want to make sure you are sticking to the plan a...i am...i am going to meet with everyong and explain. a...i had a lot of reasons, i narrowed it down to 4 people, and i did not want to involve anyone on our team, i just wanted it to effect me...however, i told will, for my hoh, i feel totally alone..some people didnot speak to me and some people threw things out at me that was shocking... Nokomis...i wanted to come in here last night to talk, but people just kept coming in.. a...i thought that maybe some people would come to me this mornhing but they didn't and that is why i made the choice on my on... and the reason i choose will was to give him a chance to grow in this game and give him a chance to have some fun and be a challange in the veto comp... i told everyone iwas not going to backdoor marvin adn that i was going to give him a fair chance with the veto...she said it was the rule of the game to put 2 people up..i told will that he can go out and vent, but he needs to learn from this situation...annd she is giving him that opportunity...
Nokomis...nat is going to be voting the way of us, right.. a...yeah.. n...drew and cowboy may be the only vote for marvin a...cowboy does not like him a..i am a positive player, i don't play pawns, i don't see either of them as a pawn and i don't even like that word...i felt that will, from a team stand point, that he was a pinch runner..(more baseball terms) n...a lot of people are nervous because you did not spread the word around..i will talk with them for you.. a...i think people need to be thinking...if i said i did not care about these people i would be lying, this decision came to me in my prayers..if you don't have a certain amout of spark then your dead in life and this game...call it hard love...i have felt very alone in this house....so i felt that i had to take this on my own.... n...here's the deal, we know you, but we don't know you...we have the finger thing (?), but not everyone knows that...personally i trust you, i am iffy of your decision, but i trust you...now that i talked to you, i understand what you are doing.
a...i don't understand why marvin is such a shock...two people had to go up... n...marvin was not a shock....it's not who you put up, it's how you did it.. a...i could have done a lot of things but i am not going to lie...my ass did not know i was going up and it was a shock, but i thought it was a blessing and i thanked jesus because it opened my eyes... n...people take things differently..you being really religous you would see it as eye opening, but others would see it has a betrayal...
now adria is claiming she did not say that will "smacks"....
Nokomis is reminding her of the conversation of when she said that about will... Nokomis said that it felt weird and it seemed like adria was trying to get her to say something...
a...there is not many people who i feel i can trust totally...and that i asked will today who should stay or go...and that half the people said marvin should go and the other half said cowboy should go
feed timed out...
a...this whole place is a big ass game.... n...what we need to do is get eveyone in here tonight and get on the same page...i understand that you have not been here every day the last 6wks so i am sure it's hard..and feelings get misconstrude when you hear things...it's hard for me because i know that i have said things but i don't know who i said it to, you or nat... a...i understand that and that is why she was not involved in my decision today... i can't explain it and that i cant expect people to understand it and i expect you guys to be in a better relationship with eachother, then with me, but you know..i don't know...(she is crying now)
a..i know it takes time to build trust and i haven't had that time in the house to build it and i am trying to buy time. i don't have any regrets about it and i am confident in the decision and there will be a positive out of it and have not regrets to my self n...how you explained that to me...that you have only had half the time to know everyone...that is what you need to explain to them a...but i have tried to tell them but i don't think that people can handle me, someone who lays it out on the line and be real n..this is what people can't handle...you are used to one thing week after week, and then all of a sudden, surprise, there are 2 of us...and now you want them to trust you....this last week is the week we should have been bonding with both of you, i don't know why we didn't. a...i didn't feel welcomed to come into the hoh room last week, i think that people need to sit on things for a while n..i don't think we should sit on it..i think that we need to talk this out and let everyone know who adria is, because it did shock everyone.. |