cb: i know you alls were together ..with lori, he more or less told me we would protect each other.
k: lori didnt talk to me about that stuff
cb: why
K: we talked about bs most of the time, maybe she thought it was bettter for me to be in the dark, but it doesnt do any good to worry about that stuff.. but it makes me happy to know someone is looking out for me.
cb: i dont know why.. i think the thing is w/ will, he is scared..anybody in this game can be scared, you see all these meetings, and it makes me scared, so i do cling
k: that doesnt bother me, the boys have been honest, i dont repeat, i am very not happy with people that say you suck, everybody ..i dont think thats cool..
cb: they dont say negative about you.
K: i feel like they get me..
cb: savage says that.. the females, that karen cares and she talks to him, and he liked that
k: hes a really cool dude...i have a hard time w/ jase and holly, but i dont think they mean anything bad, but they are under pressure cause everyone is watching.. makes me feel like an outcast cause it doesnt bother me.. at nite, i hang w/ you guys, cause thats the only time i feel comfortable..and i tell them that.. but the sec. i crack a joke w/ scott, and i feel like everyone looks at me
cb: what youre doing now, is fine, you arent gonna mess up the game if you quit talking, we share a personal feeling..when i heard there was rumors that you were going on the block, so i told you..
k: i was like what was going on behind me.. i would fess up immediately..but i dont crawl up anyones butt..but when people get to uppity or nervous..
cb: i heard, supposedly .. some of the guys say they love how you say larry..
k: one of the girls were sleeping, mimicking karen how she says larrrrry.. giggles..
cb.. i asked if you were upset.. cause of your accent
k: even he makes fun of me.. its funny.. ::giggles:: goes on pronouncing her last name.. with her accent
you will find something about me, i have a pretty crude sense of humor, and i am trying to keep it toned down..
cb.. guys can get nasty..
K; i dont know.. i see nasty! btw, if i fart, i fess up, and i fess up BEFore..
they then go on about scott... farting.. um..??
my note: Karen has such a whiney voice..bleh.. .
K: i am prob not much of a girly girl, as the world would like, i make fun of myself, no problem w/ humor..i didnt hear it, someone said it was happening, i need to be a witness to something going on. funny as hell with you being one upped by scott.. coming out of the hot tub erect
cb: i have a woman, i dont have to beat him, or whatever.. i am not going for playgirl..its just not me
K; i am not one of those people who have to be up someones butt 24/7.. i chill with everyone..
cb: what do you think
k: i think we are saying goodbye to a..
cb ... she is a sweet girl.. but i think she could take it away from us..
K: i like to listen, and i think that, i dont know, people view different things threatening, intelligent people are viewed as threatening.. alot are viewed ..so i cant say whats going to happen, we have all been instructed not to say whats going to hapen.. i leave my self the option to make my own decision..this one is rough
cb: i love her, she is wonderful..but you know the group thought she needed to go..
K its rough
CB;;; will voted for lori, so she wouldnt have hurt feeling.. FISH
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