came in halfway through
Di: Men have been betraying me all my life and i felt it was the same.
Dr: That's how i couldn't understand how i betrayed you
Di: All i can remember are the words "You can trust me" and you turned your back on me
Dr: That's the thing, i don't know how..I'm being honest "How?"
Di: I dont' wanna talk about cause that bridge is burned. The producers had to talk to me cause i was ready to walk out.
Dr: I was just in the wrong place at the wrong time that's what i think.
Di: I have never lied to you in this game. I've lied to Jase, lied to scott & lied to holly lots, but i've never lied to you.
Dr: I didn't know what you wanted me to say. You said we were to keep this quiet and under the rug, so i didn't know what you wanted me to do or say there. I don't know how the whole episode got to you.
Di: I got attacked like prey and predators...then i walked outside and Jase came out and shouted out 20 different things that weren't true. I sat outside yesterday wondering why God put me in this position and i don't wanna play dirty.
Dr: I am sorry cause i wasn't part of it. These guys are a**holes. I would never do that to you. What did you want me to say? Should I have mentioned about bringing in Karen and we talked about this. I would have lost all credibility.
Di: You could have just kept your mouth shut. Instead you backed them up.
(they're talking to fast to catch it all)
Dr: Why are you so mad at me then?
Di: Cause actions speak louder than words. I'm sure you know how I feel about you. I'm not an evil person
Dr: I know you're not an evil person. I was hoping you'd come talk to me yesterday
Di: I know but i was on suicide watch yesterday and i didn't wanna talk to anyone else but the walls. I thought i was the fat kid in school. I was ok sitting in the hammock thinking it's just a game and it's all ok.
Dr: I was walking around all day yesterday thinking you were all mad at me.
Di: you know what it all stemmed from..what was i thinking!! Right after the veto competition..and you looked at me...
Dr: Which veto competition?
Di: The casino game. You were disappointed and gave me a look from hell.
Dr: You guys were celebrating, you won big that night.
Di: YOu know you can hear through these walls. I didn't see your mouth moving so i don't know if you were part of it, i hope you weren't, but the smack you guys were saying.
Dr: No i wouldn't talk smack like that to anyone.
Dr: I'm a nice guy and i think that when it comes to the game, i hope people understand that it's just a game. I've learned this week there's a game and a personal side. I love Adria but i've come to realize that..the things i said to her today is all true. Outside the house i would never saw those things to her.
Di: Would you rather see Adria out of the house before HOlly?
Dr: Yeah cause she's an athelete and stuff. What i said out there was true.
Di: I figure you didn't wanna approach me cause of how you'll look in front of your boys.
Dr: Yeah.
Di: The only time you talk to me is when no one else is around. I'd love to spend time with you, but i don't wanna compete for your time with 3 or 4 f'ing dudes and a bimbo. I do not lie to you, i have not lied to you and i'm sure some people will tell you otherwise.
Dr: That's the thing, i just take everything as gossip. If someone tells me something about what someone's said to me, i just let it go. I know who i am and that's what matters.
Di: That's why you don't see us making a big deal about what was said about us.
Dr: I think that was a cool thing you said about the sh*t bucket and leaving it at the door.
Di recounts the sh*t bucket story
Di: I know why i'm still in this house. It's been made extremely clear to me and i'm ok with that.
Dr: Why is that?
Di: For eye candy. I'm the only single girl in the house and they want me around to be sequestered with. BUt i know my time is coming, and when you guys get HOH and you're ready to boot me, boot me i don't care.
Dr: I heard you were going to put cigarettes in your eyes.
Di: Yeah i was only going to put them on my eyes.
Dr: That's pretty attractive there di. (sarcastic)
Di: Yeah but there's only so many ways you can be suicidal. In the DR that night i felt like someone had killed my parents. I felt that bad with how i was treated that night.
Di: I hope you know what you're doing.
Dr: I dunno. I've never done this before. I don't know what right is right.
Di: I mean in general. You seem like a smart guy.
Di: and if you're lying to me and putting on a front and being a person who you really aren't, i wanna know that.
Dr: I've never lied to you! This is who i am. I might be a little more cocky..but this is me. what about you? are you the same person you've been the last 4 weeks?
Di: I told you that already. Do you think i am?
Dr: Yeah i think this is who you are. But like yesterday when i called you out over the Holly thing and you were biting your nails...i was like hmmmm?
Di: I can't beleive you trust Holly over me.
Dr: That's not it.
Dr: I'd rather have faith in you that you're not like that.
Di: The only thing that was construed in that story, was who's mouth it came out of..and that's being Scotts. It came from Karen, what she overheard the other night.
Dr: Maybe Karen's lying (or did Di say it?)
Di: It's just he said she said. I could be a strong player and fight this battle, but i feel like laying down and surrendering and waving a white flag. I just wanna have fun here. The guys can do what they want here and i don't care.
Dr: It's kinda cool being HOH, cause at least i won. I think if you won you'd feel that way.
Di: Yea your head blew up pretty big when you won.
Dr: You serious?
Dr: Yeah it blew up........just kidding (i don't htink she is kidding)
*posting* |
